If were not meant to be not even immortality can keep us together
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Dec. 5th, 2010 | 12:45 pm
What I'm feeling right now is not right. I know I can't love him but I'm being numb. This past few days I'm always thinking of him I admit that at this point in time I do care for him but I hope that it all ends there. I don't want to get hurt to cry every night just because of a guy who doesnt feel the same way towards me (?). He's not perfect, but for me he is. The way he smile, his face, his kindness, everything about him just turns my world upside down. It's so sweet just seeing him everyday. By then the whole day will be awesome.
LOVE for me is a mutual feeling between a boy and a girl who cares for each other. But for us its just friendship, it hurts a little but still its fine as long as we get along well and talk from time to time. I can see his soul through his eyes its so pure and light. Like everything around him is worryfree. The moment I enter our room, May 31, 2010 he is the first guy that I'm completely attracted to. He's so smart.
Now, I realized that he's not the only guy in the world, but he is still my inspiration. A dream that will never come to life.....